Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Holidays
Time flies so fast...It is already the end of this year...
You are Resourceful |
 You crave growth and change. You're ready for your life to radically transform. You are working on many projects right now. It feels good to be productive. Your past has motivated you to work as hard as you can right now. You are staying focused. The key to improving your life right now is to stop ignoring the relationship process. Intimacy can't be rushed. |
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Realisation
There is so much to say since the end of the much dreaded examinations.It has been more than 2 weeks since then.
I really hope my results won't fail me.
I have been looking out for holiday jobs recently.
And I realised how hard it is to earn that few bucks in our hands.
1 hour of hard work is just enough for 2 bowls of noodles...
...
-.-
There's quite a lot of tension in my family now.
...
*sigh*
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Hurt
It is absolutely annoying.Sometimes, I just feel that he has nothing better to do.
He scolds for no reason.
Thinks that people does not respect him.
But, what does he know about respect?
Does he even know?
He said that I am spoilt.
In what way?
Did he even compare it with other people?
Did he?!
When I write compositions, I always fantasize that I am living in a perfect family.
Adoring parents, lovely siblings.
Yes, the siblings part is true.
But, he is the anomaly, or the notch in my perfect family picture.
I feel that I am always writing a load of crap in my essays.
Because, it is all fake.
Really don't understand how he thinks.
He thinks that people should listen to him everytime.
Might as well get a robot?
Does he even realise how much hurt and damage he is doing??
It is really frustrating.
If I tell him that he may just explode again.
(He will say that I don't respect him)
If I don't, it will just be a vicious cycle that none can break out of.
If I talk, he says that I don't respect him.
If I don't, he says that my attitude is bad.
What's wrong with him?
If I say that men experience a post-menstrual syndrome.
(Which is obviously not the case)
I am insulting some of the men out there.
But I feel that, it is disheartening to be like this.
Torture.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Lonely
I wonder if I think so much differently from others?I seriously don't get the same wavelength as others...
Write the greatest integer that will divide both 4990 and 168 exactly.
It doesn't sound like a HCF question to me...
Let say it is a HCF qns,
so the answer in complete sentence will be
28 is the greatest integer that will divide both 4990 and 168 exactly.
I thought that the ans is infinity,
like k(29400) will be the greatest integer that will divide both 4990 and 168 exactly.
Where k is a natural number.
and k can go as high as I am concerned.
Waaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............................
Feel like crying...
This does not make sense!!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Stoic
The O-levels are fast-approaching.It is tough life, as though waiting for some death sentence or something here...
I tried to study alright.
However, I just can't help wanting to relax.
Seriously, I have never studied for any important exams before.
I am pretty worried for my CH and languages.
It is unfortunate that they have to be counted into my L1R5...
Ahh, why can't the world just be pi and theta??
Everyone is mugging so hard.
I never fail to get a nasty shock whenever I head back to school...
Dislike it.
I think I am gg to act like a child...
Cute pretense...
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Go?
It is amazing how we see people change throughout the year.Surprisingly, Mr Yau was very sweet today.
He made us go "Awwww" so many times.
On a more serious note, I nearly cried when he gave us our last prep talk. (Not very last?)
He quoted that,
"To all my virtue,
A little kind.
To all my flaws,
A little blind."
So something in that line. (For he forbids us to take it down...)
I guess people does reveal their true self sooner or later?
Usually he is bittersweet. (Perhaps a little sour sometimes?)
Oh, why am I talking about him?
There is so much to do recently that I think I might be suffering from homework overdose.
I wonder when will I do enough?
Mr Yau said that there are a lot of regrets in life.
I think that's true.
But, I don't want O-levels to be one of those regrets.
So, here am I slogging my guts out for that 6 points.
It is within reach, I believe.
Just how far will I reach out for it?
Monday, September 6, 2010
Irate
有些人就是这么蛮横不讲理。。。
