Thursday, October 28, 2010
Hurt
It is absolutely annoying.Sometimes, I just feel that he has nothing better to do.
He scolds for no reason.
Thinks that people does not respect him.
But, what does he know about respect?
Does he even know?
He said that I am spoilt.
In what way?
Did he even compare it with other people?
Did he?!
When I write compositions, I always fantasize that I am living in a perfect family.
Adoring parents, lovely siblings.
Yes, the siblings part is true.
But, he is the anomaly, or the notch in my perfect family picture.
I feel that I am always writing a load of crap in my essays.
Because, it is all fake.
Really don't understand how he thinks.
He thinks that people should listen to him everytime.
Might as well get a robot?
Does he even realise how much hurt and damage he is doing??
It is really frustrating.
If I tell him that he may just explode again.
(He will say that I don't respect him)
If I don't, it will just be a vicious cycle that none can break out of.
If I talk, he says that I don't respect him.
If I don't, he says that my attitude is bad.
What's wrong with him?
If I say that men experience a post-menstrual syndrome.
(Which is obviously not the case)
I am insulting some of the men out there.
But I feel that, it is disheartening to be like this.
Torture.
