Friday, March 20, 2009
Doubts
I am wondering why am I hesistating abt gg for violin lessons now?I thought that it was like finally, I haf got something to look forward to.
But, now it seems like I am hesistaing, and unsure.
Sure, they look cool to me, sounds nice..
Why am I hesistating?
Ok, another problem.
I am unsure of whether I want the violin or the viola?
Violin is higher, viola is richer.
Still, I dont understand what changes my train of thought.
Is it because I treasure my freetime too much or is it because I am pretty sure that if I can ge hold of the violin, I will be able to self-teach myself?
Complacency eh?
I am detesting this day, yet I cant stop it.
Its frustrating.
After today, we will soon be in sch, buried in studies.
I dont want!!
Ok, back to the strings.
Btw, my mum's friend ask that why I wanted to learn the violin.
So 冷门.. (Thats the word they use!!)
Well, I like the sound of the violin, does that please you????!!!
I dont see that's any of your concern.
Oh, your great..
(Sorry, I am being very sarcastic right now.. You can just skip this.. I cant tolerate people who just is stubbornly unable to appreciate the arts.)
Just added Canon into the music playlist.
I like Canon.
Yeah, who cares.
I just hate the idea of gg back to sch.
Right in the first week, I haf got a million and one things to do.
My schedule is packed like sardines.
I am definitely NOT looking forward to it.
The books, one of the few things that can cheer me up, is still not here.
Man.
Nothing could torture me so...
I think I am emo-ing and moping...
Duno why I dont feel all that gd.
But, I am pretty sure that's due to mentality.
Btw, I managed to solve the puzzle that had been bothering me since last Saturday while in the bath.
Ok, thats where I usually sort out my thoughts.
Water is good for thinking.
I seriously dun wana go back to school...
But, nothing can prevent it right?
Useless...
Cant I just make up my already stupid mind and get it over and done with?!
I am getting pissed over myself.
"问君能有几多愁，恰似一江春水向东流。"
Life's like that.
Wiedershen.
